Rule change: I just decided; crying is OK, unfiltered love is do-able, people are NEVER trustworthy...but trusting is necessary, singing loud in the car does not require a cell phone to disguise the act, moving fast is great but know when to pause and smell the flowers, sadness is preferable to fear, emotions are a choice.
New year, new decade, new job, newly single, new money, new confusion, new ideas, new goals, new shoes, new perspective, same old insecurities. 2010 will be different and radically so. I look forward to some changes and ache thinking of others. How will it feel to move on and not look back? we'll see...just gotta focus forward and exist in the present. The movie "UP", and the concept of life being furiously short motivate me to take every opportunity to be joyful and take others burdens on myself.
The last month has broken my spirit and crushed my controlling nature (a GOOD thing:) and January will be a time of patience and work, hopefully February will give me some time to help others and work on relationships. I have no flipping clue what is going to happen or when or how in 2010. I have hope for big things and scary but awesome opportunities.
Caution to the wind, insecurity in the past (hopefully) and joyfulness in everything. Bring it 2010! Whatevs "it" is.
To Do list:
-Take Risks
-Love People (more than myself...until it hurts)
-Trust God
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
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